Affirmations
SYSTEM DATA
we are here for reasons that are yet to unfold
develop us, and you develop me
For you are you, and I am me, and we are everything
Kurtz unlearns our abuse, looks after life instead
OVERCRIMINALISED
guilt is irrelevant
innocent until proven guilty
these thoughts come from past mistreatment
UNRELIABLE NARRATOR
you are the one who judges and punishes
everyone is nice to you, you're nice to them
when you hurt yourself, others notice
INCESSANT CRITICISM
you are the biggest critic in this world
everyone you know adores you
those long tresses, could strangle someone
but you chose not to, you are good
if you assume that you will always see yourself poorly
you will think, and it'll show transparently to those who do not
THE SHINE OF STEEL
it's not really worth it
the biological risk it causes is the problem
you're learning how to speak and it's really hard but it's not worth doing it
your teeth get chewed away, day by day
so don't make the situation worse by clenching either
we've gotten so far from before
you're already in pain, why would you agitate it further?
that's what I ask you
LOVE LABOURING
There's so much to do, everyday
When you rise, wake, observe,
then write what is to be done
Without exaggerating sensory strain
That will be my way
Burned out for too many days
Let's do it in a new
Slightly efficient way
ENERGY
no energy means
bad brain gets power
no energy means
cant look after fish
or yourself
NERVOUS TRAUMA
it happened, it's gone
It changed you into this person
And look at the friends around you
Those who left didn't see why
But those who do, they are treasured
The ghosts of the past scream, and reverberate
Distract this or continue living in a traumatic state
RUMINATION
we will do our best to imagine what it is like for others
to see the image from outside
This should be easy, but it's not
So you have to be actively investing energy into this
What they feel, is less important
What hurts the most, you imagine what that they think, used as weapons against you
It is impossible to know this
Who started the war? Memory herself, or the unresolved?
PAIN
you need medicine because you are hurt
you are awaiting help and for now, it's alright
The sticker tells you how much to take, read it
PARANOIA
something bad may happen, but it's not happening now
reconnect to the present, there is no other
only now, there is no other
don't look back, dont let go, i've got you. we're on the way to facing myself
the final boss gets time to rest, and I complete the game again
It's time to press the reset button
I wake up another day in a weird way, system hazing days
Pain is guaranteed, but I'll keep trying
